Thank you much Oh Kind Sir Derrick for being
fresh with me.
You [ Derrick ] To me [ James ]
[ paraphrased here ]
Come on Man, I lost my phone so let the porn video play dude.
Show me some love and just let me have my way now here
in my home space we are sharing right now. You \are making
way too much of it. You are trifling about som---ing not
important to me --- It is all about me [ derrick ] wanting my
way over you're needing it your way or else you take away
my little play toy, your phone, away from me. I must not
be listening to you --- when even you said this was such a
big deal that me playing these videos on your phone was
causing you such a state of offense that you said you were
going to leave and go home.
Me [ James ] to you [ Derrick ]:
Well, you made me have to be rude in your home to you,
you made me have to call you and complain about what
do were doing. You continued to make me have to
take away my phone from you, as you were being
childish over your "joy toy", of som---ing in fact that
is 100% mine and not yours to respectfully use.
And well, you made me have to leave instead of just
being a man about it and understanding me and my
needs over your selfishness desires to play a video
--- play a video --- play a video -- play a video.
How many videos did you play over the night?
There is browser history that I can pull off my interconnected
accounts on Firefox --- for they are Synch to my computer.
Computer Device Name [ LivingLifeFree ]
Mobile Device Name [ Gruwup - UsUnitePeace ]
The history of it --- I can eventually accept and offer
forgiveness over it all --- but it is not about
saying your sorry and then doing it again.
It is actually about living each moment we exist and
share, fun and fuck with these Words To Live By.
[ relevant excerpts here ]:
http://wikiworld.com/wiki/index.php/WordsToLiveByTo chase thy gloom,
Go fix some weighty truth;
Correct thy friend; befriend thy greatest foe;
Be just in all things; make amends
For follies past, and, with warm heart,
Forgive, and be forgiven.
Let work not words
Thy virtue prove.
Go act as well as prate,
And then thy counsels will be strong,
Thy reprimands avail. ???ANON
Reprimand Avai here, is ISSUED by the CC: in the valid addressing of this email message to you. ****@
muckeduphuman.netThis explains what is image attached to this email.
==================================
This is a set of images related to our sharing time at your place yesterday into this morning.
In Particular... The lottery scratcher tickets I said that I was going to share "Winnings" with you.
ONLY
IF --- You actually read my email --- that I put in your view on my
phone so that you could read it --- while I went to the store to
purchase cleanser and some plastic bags from 7-11 --- to chill out.
Boy dude, it may be your place -- -but IN ALL SACRED MATTERS
" I did good here", as I stated to you upon my exit.
"There is absolutely nothing that I did that was "wrong" or "disrespecting your home" -- as you said
Be unnoticeable in all my ways and actions at 2am
for you don't want to be a beacon of chaos that is noticeable
by your neighbors or those around.
Well,
I say, YOU SHUT everything to notice me calling for you to acknowledge
and be aware of you own responsible disrespect that you were constantly
directing and offending me right in moments of the sharing night that
you REFUSED to acknowledge or notice me. Become an
unnoticeable. Notice Me!
The
scratchers here --- have been bar code scanned on my phone for
winners. The result of the scan shows there are winners --- but the
actual winnings in hidden from view. Do you want to share in these
winnings or not?
Also, I have left one item -- -which
is real important -- my white phone charger -- that the plug on it
works most every time when other plugs with other cords may not on my
phone. I need my white phone cord charger returned to me. So, I
will be stopping by later to obtain that.
If you
really are headstrong to be a monster --- well the monster in you has
BROKEN US and the monster in you has LOST your GRUW UP way. Be Gruw Up
With me, not just Grown up... but Gruw up.
Great Reasons Us [ Derrick and James ] Will Unite Peace 2015
I
will be printing this email to you --- and hand delivering into your
home -- so that these thoughts and concerns on mine are actually
delivered.
I cannot force you to read an email --- but
you cannot force yourself to "disregard" and ignore what I was telling
you about my phone and it's mobile data plan.
Your position was --- it told this to me twice after I took the phone away from you.
Even that last time, when you knew that pressing the video play button
on that page, you hesitated to click a video play and then continued to
scroll down the page. You knew, I was not going to be agreeable to
it --- but your the one TESTING ME and boundaries when after you
scrolled down, you did in fact press the video play button and a video
started.
Video - "Moving Images"
There was no longer a preview still image of the video but
the video was moving in play mode.
Who and What The Fuck Do You Think You Are To Me?
I am calling you out on this BULLSHIT DUDE.
Get Real --- You continued to offend me in this request and demand I
made upon my phone --- For that dude --- I call you Fucked Up!
You are the one who is Fucked Up, Not I.
NO EXCUSES DUDE --- You absolutely had to honor and respect on me
dude. For that dude, you SUCK REAL BIG TIME. I am not making
or blowing it out of proportions.
Man, my bf's Verizon Bill Each Month is over $300 for all 5 of us on the
plan. I pay my portion of the bill... but mobile data overages
are WAY TO FUCKING EXPENSIVE to let go -- for your fucked up need to
watch a porn moving image on my phone display --- to get you off on
bullshit --- YOU WOULD NOT JUST LEAVE ONLINE STREAMING VIDEO OUT OF THE
SHARING connection --- dude you lost me to give me any good solid
honorable reason why I should not have taken your "porn toy" away from
you --- you acting like a child in this --- I took your toy away and you
had a complete distressed malicious tantrum to call into MONSTER words,
about shoving another human being trough a plate glass window in
the moment --- as though you were attempting to relate directly upon
me - you capable of such violent outbursts -- I should be careful
where
I am treading on or in your way --- in your home --- as though your
home does not need a bit of "tender loving care, TLC" for which
I have put much effort to your enjoyments of TV, some basic supplies
of towels and such and now today I got you some thing to wash
out that tub. I did not take a photo of that.... but you actually
Took a "cleansing bath" in that build up muck?
How dare you claim any spiritual practice of being sacred to your
home --- and sacred to your body. Dude, take a little bit of time
each day and DO YOUR CLEAN UP CHORES.
You are disgusting me --- by your being obstinate
to "just relax and enjoy the moment for what it was" and allow me
in to your world to offer you goodness and kindness and healing
energy in what I was doing for you --- You wanted some thing
over than som---ing I am --- I am myself at all times -- and will
not bend to you malicious or unintentional offense --- even if you
apologize once , twice, or 50 times for the same exact habit you
could not control in your mind.
ob??sti??nate
????bst??n??t/
adjective
adjective: obstinate
stubbornly refusing to change one's opinion or chosen course of action, despite attempts to persuade one to do so.
| synonyms: | stubborn, unyielding, inflexible, unbending, intransigent, intractable, obdurate, mulish, bullheaded, stubborn as a mule, pigheaded, self-willed, strong-willed, headstrong, willful, contrary, perverse, recalcitrant, refractory, uncooperative, unmanageable, stiff-necked, rigid, uncompromising, implacable, unrelenting, immovable, unshakable; More"it's unusual for two such obstinate people to have a happy marriage" |
(of an unwelcome phenomenon or situation) very difficult to change or overcome.
"the obstinate problem of unemployment"
I am sorry that you can't ACCEPT ME -- AS I AM -- -FOR I WILL ONLY
BE MYSELF --- at all times.
And if you want me to be som---ing different, for whatever it is.....
you can't have me ever again --- for do not play "mind fuck" games of
you attempting to maniuplate me into doing som---ing of perhaps
major consequence of harm upon me or my relationship by forcing us to
occur financial penaltiy of even one red cent over it --- that in fact
WE WOULD HAVE TO COME UP WITH THE MONIES that you consumed from us on my
mobile phone during this time we shared. And if that money was
not at our means to make up the loss that you forced us to incurr -- our service may get interrupted.
BULL SHIT dude.
When
that happens, are you going to be the one who I could call and lean on
to reimburse the overage charges ---- WHEN IT WAS A WASTE OF BANDWIDTH
for the moment.?
Would you be the one to compensate us for our losses?
OR
-- you think I should just accept your home and way as a matter of
unconditional respect to not make a noise or challenge to scold you for
this nonsense bullshit. Time after time after time?
You are @MuckedUpHuman --- A more friendlier way of saying you're the one who fucked it all up.
Note the valid email address used in the CC: here in this addressing
this email message to you. It is only a temporary state of Reprimand
.
"It is better to be fucked up human than dumbed down ignorant"
PLEASE Read this entire meail complete.
PLEASE REPLY to me....
PLEASE EXPLAIN YOURSELF TO ME....
Why was it so damned important
for you to continue to offend my request and into demands
of you --- over and over --- throughout the day and night
we were actually having other good fun playing and fucking?
Explain it to me dude.
PLEASE OFFER YOUR APOLOGY THAT YOU DO IN FACT
RESPECT ME and DO IN FACT LISTEN TO ME, and DO IN FACT
UNDERSTAND ME, and DO IN FACT UNDERSTAND your misdeeds
of folly in these circumstances.
This means, a very thoughtful caring reply is justly deserved from you
to me..... or we may not see ourselves being anything of free to share
again ever more.
I another words,
I may never ever ever ever want to play again with you
under your house rules --- of nonsense over intelligence.
Thank you.
You
may find these words --- rambling on --- for why I am in this mode dude
-- is because you HURT ME TO this level --- HURT ME you have --- and
HURT ME AGAIN you WILL NEVER GET YOUR CHANCE.
Monster
me up some fun loving cum --- in solace of an understanding of exactly
who I am -- the human being soul behind the fuck hole and sucking mouth
hole you wanted to place around your cock.
Thank you much Oh Kind Sir Derrick
Btw,
the videos that I recorded on my phone of you are absolutely your
property -- of copyright --- and right of control. I will take the video
files and share them on Google Drive and Google Documents --- and also
deliver the Video Files on a flash drive for you to keep sake and save.
If
you lose it before we can make them pop and be gorgeous to the world
--- then you can always get them from Google Drive [ The Cloud ]
again --- even if we are bitter broken up enemies not finding a true
real up human gruw up understanding between us.
http://origin.org/ucs/profile.cfm?uid=116456 [ My UCS profile link ]:
Global Resonance Network
SIR JAMES M. DRISKILL
USA
94621
URL 1: http://www.inthemindway.org
URL 2: http://www.realuphuman.net
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Relationship status: Single
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Last update: 3/13/2009
Personal Introduction
In The Mindway :
It's the pathway the mind travels that is so sacred. We are all sharing
together so free without hatred. There are no limits to stop us so no
reason to quit. The universe of happiness & it's discovery is out
there;
Let's get on it it's our trip.
We know it exists today because so many of us have personally
experience it and speak about it with face to face language. We have it,
but it has an unusual characteristic that provides no means of a
historical chronicle should it decay to ruins. It is silent to our ears;
no audio recording can exist. It is invisable to our eyes; no
photographs can be taken. Can't touch it, no smell or taste. It does
exist and what exists around our world usually follows either natural
effects of time decay and withering away by accidental or hostile acts
of destruction. Should it disappear it will be lost. - An Individual Human Thought-
Monday, October 14th, 1996 07:48PM PT
The Birth of "In The Mindway"
